Mirror

me

i dont know wats wrong
never before i felt this way
is he the same person ?
seems goin soo astray....
from the path he chose , he's walking away

he has been my best friend all my life
but he is not the same today
its true , its happening..
its his slow moral decay ?


cant find the answer,
where are the days when he was innocent
he was naive , a beautiful human being
i could see right through the wall transparent

i am tryin real hard ,
but i cant stand those stubborn eyes
cant see his face anymore
nothing seems to work , my heart cries

cant hold the fury inside me anymore
i raise my hand and punch him hard
the glass shatters, feel the bite of pain
i stand helpless in the mess of thousands of pieces
see him in each cracked piece of my heart
his eyes piercing the clear glass

anand

Dreams vs reality vs illusion !

i heard this story from a friend of mine.. its is in some italian movie....
got me thinking and i was on a big emotional ride... thot wud share it...

the story is of a very brave soldier.. he falls in love with the princess of the kingdom.
he expresses his feeling towards the pricess , but she says that he is just a soldier while she is the princess of the kingdom and so there is nothing common in them.. But the soldier replies that he loves her very much and he will do anything for her. The princess challenges him to stay on one single spot near a pillar for 100 days and if he can survive , she would say yes to him and would marry him...

so the challenge begins..

day 1 : the soldier is strong and his spirits are high to finish the deal..
day 10 : the soldier is bit tired but his determination is still very strong..
day 50 : the soldier is weary and is without food for 50 days ! he feels his determination goin a
little weak.
day 75 : the soldier is half dead , and is lying on the floor.... but his determination is not dead..
day 75-95 : the soldier lies on the floor and carries on.

day 96,97,98 : the soldier is physically weak and is almost dead , but he finds some energy
within him and that energy is gradually increasing....
day 99 : physically nearly dead , the soldier is strong mentally...
day 100 : just minutes before the challenge would be completed and the princess would be his,

THE SOLDIER MANAGES TO STANDUP AND HE WALKS AWAY FROM THE PILLAR.......

would like to hear your responses and interpretations...
peace
anand

PUNCHING THE WALL

hey !!
i just jotted these lines as they came by... not really thot of putting them in a form like a poem or an essay... free thots !!!

PUNCHING THE WALL...

all you can see around you is red,
the ears are buzzing with the words the wall said...
its a high when you are knocked out
u cant feel yourself , youre numb;
but u can see the red around,
u know its you , you're alive...
the fight goes on , the hope stays alive...

It all started ,when u first saw the wall,
she had smiled , but she had made it clear
you could try but never cross
you knew u were strong , and you still are
you had found what you were looking for
but u were chasing a dream that never was..

you started punching the wall and the game started
you tried hard but she wouldnt crack
you bled and gave yourself to it
but it was nothing that she gave back

it went for days and nights
the pain started growing as you felt
you knew u were strong , and you still are
but the time had come when you knelt

she felt pity and made it clear again,said
none of your punches had strongly connected
but you were a fighter and kept going on
you would rather die than live dejected...
you started falling , you wouldnt give up
you had broken yourself; worth being tough ?

its a high when you are knocked out
u cant feel yourself , youre numb;
but u can see the red around,
u know its you , you're alive.
the fight goes on , the the hope stays alive...